Jul 24 2021
Jul. 24th, 2021 06:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kiteinspaceI was in a roleplaying session, where everyone was dressed up. we were all collaborating on some ission and it was in an apartment. Then afterwards I improvised and decided to point my sword at one of the other characters calling them the target of my revenge plot for years. We fight. Then eventually I call it quits and laugh it off, saying I was just kidding. I say I gotta go back to my hotel. when asked the number I say ah... I forgot... and they're like 1225? and I say sure... that's it!
I leave the roleplaying session and see other people in cosplay along the hallways of the apartment as I exit. I notice how anxious I am, improvisation always leaves me with so much anxiety. I hoped I could learn to calm down. I think about cutting across the soccer field but I'm nervous that I'll be apprehended by a guy with a knife! There were stories of men killing girls for fun. I decided to walk along the major street. Still, as I approached an intersection, I was alarmed by two people on bikes who almost slammed into me from behind. I thought about kicking their wheels hard after they'd gone by so that they'd crash into the road, that would show them. But I didn't have the dexterity, and anyway I wasn't sure if they'd deserve that.
I turned the corner and there was a bus that had planted its whole front half right into the metal of a gas station. It was a surprise because I hadn't noticed it while walking along the other side of the station, apparently. I think they were carrying the driver out on a stretcher.
I leave the roleplaying session and see other people in cosplay along the hallways of the apartment as I exit. I notice how anxious I am, improvisation always leaves me with so much anxiety. I hoped I could learn to calm down. I think about cutting across the soccer field but I'm nervous that I'll be apprehended by a guy with a knife! There were stories of men killing girls for fun. I decided to walk along the major street. Still, as I approached an intersection, I was alarmed by two people on bikes who almost slammed into me from behind. I thought about kicking their wheels hard after they'd gone by so that they'd crash into the road, that would show them. But I didn't have the dexterity, and anyway I wasn't sure if they'd deserve that.
I turned the corner and there was a bus that had planted its whole front half right into the metal of a gas station. It was a surprise because I hadn't noticed it while walking along the other side of the station, apparently. I think they were carrying the driver out on a stretcher.
